Thursday, December 31, 2009

Ringing in the New Year! 2010 Here we Come!


Well I know I haven't been on in over 6 months but pregnancy and life just took over.
Not to mention Facebook being such a major contributing factor to that.
Funny, but we hardly even use our family email anymore, due to having our accounts set up with individual emails.
I don't really think it is a bad thing, we still use our hotmail.com account and quite frankly that's enough to manage.

This year was the year we moved from smart phones to Black Berry Storm, man once you get hold of the touch screens they're addictive.
Of course Verizon has managed to wangle an additional $30 per phone for Tom and I due to their 'Data' packages being mandatory for pretty much every function of the phone, from synchronizing contacts, to emails, and all the other app's they have.

Keeping the celebrations low key this year with the new baby being only 4 weeks away.
Gonna have my niece and her BF over, and not sure if the others we invited are coming over yet as their little men, Jake and Nick are both sick and not sure how the kids are let alone the parents from being up all night with them the last few nights.

Soooo much has happened this last year that I haven't shared [with not being on here for over 6 months], that it would be impossible to list them all here.

The biggest thing that happened this year was my dad got re-married in the last 2 months and that in itself has been a very large change for him let alone the rest of us. I am very glad for him and hope that his new life turn is everything he and his wife hope for and that they are happy for many many years and then some!



My pregnancy has been a major portion of the year and with this possibly being our last child/pregnancy, I want to make everything memorable for the 2 oldest kids and make a concerted attempt to use the blog more for remembering everything.
Facebook is great for sharing but it is temporal in comparison to a blog for tracking and memories.
Well, may each of you have a lovely day, enjoy your New Year celebrations and may 2010 be everything you hoped for and more!
May God have favor on you and may you receive more than your cup can hold in the upcoming year.
Much love and blessings be with you each and every day!
As always, have fun & be safe!
~Michelle/Breeze

Sunday, July 5, 2009

The White House


Does anyone who might be reading this think that there might be some major changes to the White House happening anytime in the near or far future?

I've just been thinking about it lately and I was thinking if anyone would be making any major changes of that sort it would be this administration and this president.

Just curious as to anyone else's opinion on if they think that and if so what kind of changes do you think they might make -if they did? Remodeling needed huh? :o)

How was everyone's 4th of July?

Went to a couple different gatherings and took the kids to see a local display of fireworks, which was great for the kids.

I was glad to see gas prices were stable and didn't jump to the moon, how about you?

Buh-Bye!
~Breeze

Friday, June 19, 2009

Dreams -Waking from them or -Working towards them


Do you remember your dreams in the morning when you wake up?

Or are you in such a rush because you hit snooze 3 times that you never seem to be able to wrap your finger around any details?

Do you hurry to make the coffee, clean up and run out the door for that early meeting you forgot about; and then somewhere in the middle of the day you find yourself thinking 'Did I dream about that last night'? or 'Did that happen?'

A funny thing happened to me not to long ago when I was waking my daughter for one of her last few days of school. It was about her usual time to get up and she was moving around in bed and I told her "Pizza Party today kiddo, time to get up".

She replies, "Mom, I just wanna go back to my dream, I was playing basketball with Jo-Jo and I wanna finish".

I sat there and proceeded to tell her that sometimes we just can't finish our dreams, we need to get up and move on into the day ahead.

Looking back at my quick response to her, what was I really saying to her in that reply? Should I go back and re-address my small chat with her about dreams, or just think it really isn't going to have a lasting effect on her?

When we speak about 'DREAMS' [night time escapes to the hustle bustle of life/our minds way of helping us deal with things] or "D R E A M S" [our hopes and our aspirations] are they the same or different? Can the nightly hiatus from reality really be the same as something we long for and wish as an alternative to the doldrums of life?

My very first website was a Geocities/Yahoo page that I just recently unraveled. Heard the news, got the info that they were closing up shop and I moved like lightning to get old poetry and photos to a new home and now they are like pages ripped out of an old book, all un-assembled between my PC and online photo albums.

One of my favorite quotes was on that page from the time I set it up in 1997 until the day I took it down. I am sure you have seen it at some point in a post or email yourself.

Watch your thoughts they become your words.
Watch your words they become your actions.
Watch you actions they become your habits.
Watch your habits they become your character.
Watch your character it becomes your destiny.

In my family it has been over a year that we have been without local or cable television and I feel we are better off without it.

Now I don't want to get started on that subject for a number of reasons, I am just making a note that I feel like I am able to watch more closely my own thoughts and that of my family; by not tuning in to what others may think and are spewing from their mouths on what seems like an hourly basis. Now I know I can get into just as much trouble on the internet if I went looking -but that's the point I am not.

I guess what I am looking at right now in my life is my mental well-being being effected by outside sources, and me asserting the control over those to keep out what I do not want or need.

Simplifying it for my kids, I suppose I need to fill their lives with loving, kind, positive influence and while not acting like there is nothing bad out there in the world, I am limiting it's HOLD and influence on how my entire family thinks and reacts to it.

I am working on quiet/alone time for my thoughts and working on keeping positive thoughts and songs and scriptures close to my heart to keep me moving forward...ahead of where I was before.

That's not to say I do not and will not worry about things; I am just slowing down so I can see clearly and really know what I am facing at that moment.

I know my mind can play the best of tricks on me and the last thing I want to do is to believe EVERYTHING that I think, because this is simply not true.

I am working on changing the way I look at the things around me and in my life; and you know what things are not what I thought them to be. Can something change overnight........or is it that maybe my vision was clouded and the view I had was impaired?

It is raining outside and it is a late hour for me, and even most night owls I know, so I am going to say Good Night!

Live for your dreams, Dream to live and most of all Live the Dream!

Love from me to you - Keep Dreaming.
~Breeze

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

It's Raining outside and boy is it GREEN!

Funny how you can be watching the rain just drizzle on down and feel so relaxed seeing the pitter patter hit the ground.
Then hours later you keep checking the basement to see if you hear the sump pump cranking out all the water that has managed to pour out of the sky in such a small period of time.
Local news sites have stated the rain was falling at an average of 4 inches an hour this afternoon and my back and front yards were proof of that. I suppose I could have jumped outside with my camera and snapped a shot or two, but the water has all but receded and it leveling off.

Some if not most of the main roads in town were or are closed right now due to high waters.
I knew it was gonna be bad when the kids got out of school and they were being escorted out 2 at a time with teachers and principal under umbrellas. The blacktop and parking spots were under water, but I was proud of the folks at Lutz Elementary for taking the extra time and energy for those scared little ones this afternoon.

Hubby is gonna be out of town tonight, due to a back log of work and a presidential run going through the area real soon. That is the prez of their company [CSX] not the USA prez.
So I am off to get the family room set up for a sleep over [that's what my daughter Marjke calls it when we sleep down stairs] and get dinner in their tummies.

Hope you are all well and are enjoying Springtime weather for all t's worth. The heat and humidity will be here soon and the kids will be home for the summer to remind us just how hot it is every 2 hours.

Happy Wednesday and Happy Spring to you all!

~Breeze

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

Family Life - Extended Family & Friends

It's funny how you hear the saying 'Can't live with them, can't live without them' and it's usually referring to a person of the opposite sex.

Well, in my case I guess it is pointing more towards my family from the day to day hub bub and talk going from family to family; to just feeling plain bad that you don't see them more often.

Maybe it is just a woman thing, maybe it's just a me thing -who knows.

I know after my mom died, my sis and I were talking every day and after a month or so and I would go a couple days without talking to her, I would really feel empty.

Was I using her to fill the hole in my heart, my day, from not seeing and talking to mom, I don't know -Maybe I was........is that really fair to her or me?

I know as you get older, you re-define things and define things you never needed to before and ultimately that leads to change.

I guess the best thing to do and what I have been doing, is to evaluate my life, my friends, my needs and how they all fit together.

I used to find myself *pining over people in my life, I mean I wanted to have a relationship with certain people because I felt we had soo much in common, and it would keep the common thread of family knit close. After many years of heart-ache and headaches, I finally decided there are just some people who were 'IN' my life, that were never going to be a 'PART' of my life.

I suppose the best thing to do is focus on those things that are important to me, my kids, my spiritual direction, happy marriage, and the rest will worry about itself.

I don't like to be busy just for the sake of needing to be busy; I like to be productive and that satisfies many needs for me.
I mean if I just start rummaging through things just because I am bored, or if I am looking for something and start tearing boxes out or yanking things out of drawers, I usually end up finding what I am looking for.
BUT, the mess I leave behind is annoying and I usually don't end up very happy with the ends result. That would be me sorting and cleaning and organizing things when I might not necessarily have the time or patience. & if I end up leaving it, well it usually only gets worse and the point of contention later on somehow.

Family -Immediate
Extended Family
Neighbors
Co-Workers
Friends
Acquaintances

They all have an effect on us - just how much depends on the value we place on them.

I need to figure for myself, who I allow to influence me, my choice in the end to see what/who governs my mind and life.

I gotta go - I need to go do some thinking and changing of the way I look at things and what I do.

Hope you all have a Great Day!!

~Breeze

*Pining: Defined as a feeling of deep longing.

Tuesday, April 7, 2009

& Life Goes On.....It Always Does!


So my oldest child is only 7 and I am having to deal with kids breaking up.

Not my own, but if you have an extended family like mine then you will know that nieces and nephews move from b/f or g/f and then back again at a regular rate anymore and well my family is no different.

I have soo many mixed feelings and have had them for a very long time about my children and their hearts. You might wonder what I am talking about, read on and you will see.

Some years ago I received a book called I Kissed Dating Goodbye, written by Joshua Harris. Of course my library is pretty diverse, and I haven't read each book. Some I have flipped thru, some half, and well I'm sure you get the picture.

While I did not read this one, I get the idea of it from reading the back of the book and now that my kids are getting older, I am going to have to get it read.

To give you an idea of it's contents, here is a review:

Amazon.com Review
While most Christians agree to seek purity and save sex for marriage, few have been given a blueprint for how that should affect their view of dating and love. In I Kissed Dating Goodbye, Joshua Harris exposes the "Seven Habits of Highly Defective Dating" and offers a realistic outline of how to have a biblical vision of marriage. Harris contends that one must begin with a new attitude, viewing love, purity, and singleness from God's perspective rather than thinking that love and romance are to be enjoyed "solely for recreation." In such well-named chapters as "Guarding Your Heart" and "What Matters at Fifty," Harris encourages the reader to look at one's character rather than reveling in infatuation, to regard love as a truly selfless, biblical act rather than a feeling. He refutes the concept that we are victims of "falling in love" (that it is beyond our control), saying that "God wants us to seek guidance from scriptural truth, not feeling. Smart love looks beyond personal desires and the gratification of the moment. It looks at the big picture: serving others and glorifying God." Before you roll your eyes, moaning that this sounds terribly unromantic, know that Harris does a superb job of couching his convictions in the sincere belief that if we are purposeful in our singleness and date with integrity, a fulfilled marriage awaits us--in God's timing. --Jill Heatherly --This text refers to an out of print or unavailable edition of this title


Personally, I did not have to go through what most teenagers experience time and again every year in their lives and school careers. Most adults went through it all and think it 'NORMAL' that their kids go thru this phase just as they did.

I don't want my kids to experience things on a level kids today have grown to
accept as the norm. This is simply because it isn't and doesn't have to be accepted as such. I feel strongly about this, as I know this is going to shape them into a life I would rather they not live and shape them into people I would rather they weren't.

I always tell friends and family alike that anyone who wants to get to my son or daughter are going to have to go through me first.

& whoever will be close to my kids, close enough to even be considered for a permanent or semi-permanent place in their life is going to be like a member of our family first.

Most people let alone kids and young adults do not accept responsibility for their choices in life, and there is no sense of accountability for anything they say and do.
So why in the world am I going to just hand my kids over to another who will act and react in life without thought of repercussion or outcome further than 5 minutes from now.

I cannot even begin to demonstrate here with the many stories in the news about kids being cyber-bullies, or groups of teens corralling one child into a secluded area only to physically as well as emotionally scar them -forever.

Before I rant on and on, I will close with these thoughts.

If we do not protect our children from a society that wants to rape and pillage everything of value from them who will?

I do not accept that 'DATING' is the way to go, not for my kids anyway; my children will be given and shown to see many other things to do with their lives besides the roller-coaster most kids ride today.

There will be plenty of time after they find direction in life, for them to see that someone for them to share their life with is out there looking too. Kids deserve to be kids, enjoying life as only a child can.

Don't rush to grow up my child - I love you and will help you in anyway I can for as long as I am able.
~Love Always, Mommy

Sunday, April 5, 2009

Bananas - Yellow, Green or Brown

What are things you think of when you hear the words below, I will give you a look at my thoughts.

Yellow Bananas.........nice smell, sweet to taste and pretty to look at.
Green Bananas.........not ripe, bland, starchy feel/smell & well, not quite ready.
Brown Banana.........over-ripe, almost-rotten, no flavor, mushy & 'fruit' fly.

While it is true that brown bananas are perfect for baking, bringing a nice full body flavor to any baked good; there is no life to the banana in and of itself.
With the amount of heat going to the making of something lovely, the banana is gone but not forgotten.

Making sense of 'all that' isn't something you need to do, these are just words and thoughts that come to my mind when I see the words associated with bananas, their color and ripeness level.

Now what made me think of them is watching my son run around the family room, care-free and half-dressed.

My little guy Jude was in the kitchen today pointing up to the counter top and jibbering away like there was no tomorrow.

Right now he is in this stage of getting your attention, pointing at something and 'talking' away. Way cute this morning when he did this and I corrected his jibbing and told him to say ba-na-na, he proceeded to say Ne-Na.

Now to any parent out there who has gotten all giddy over these triumphs, you know exactly what I am talking about when I say it is a momentous occasion.

Now I have heard the old adage, enjoy them before they speak and the other 'lovely' saying of we teach them to walk and talk then once they do, we tell them to shut up and stay still. He has been running in and out of the kitchen all day and every time he goes by the counter hollers Ne-Na with a smile, I smile with him!

I am smiling as I write this and I know that my mother would have fallen over herself with PURE JOY at hearing her little man's first words. She was close to both of my babies and they loved her every bit as much as she did them.

This past week has been a little hectic, people calling about dogs, my daughter getting testing done at the hospital, birthday party for my nephew and a whole slew of other things.

My birthday was among one of the things that happened this past week and it was the first since my mom's passing over 6 months ago. My dad was going through a pretty rough time himself Friday and my birthday came and went without seeing either one of my parents. I was emotional on a couple of occasions that day, but I presume that is to be expected.

Many family and friends made me smile with their well wishes and taking time to remember me meant more to me this year than it had in years past.
So from birthday gatherings on Friday until this moment now, so much emotion has engulfed me and left me feeling different today than I was yesterday.

Thinking about my kids, Marjke is growing more and learning more each week in school and my engeltjie Jude is still in his green banana stage with soo many things; potty training, taking care of his own needs and much more.

BUT, he is in the yellow stage as far as I am concerned with his talking and desire to communicate with us about how he sees things.

I just thought I would take this opportunity to share with everyone I know, that I am smiling about Judah's achievements and happy to see him advancing more everyday.

So to each of you going from the green to yellow stage in any area of your life, smile and share it with someone who will be as thrilled as you are.

May each of you feel that God has smiled upon you and until another line is blogged.

Ciao!
~Breeze

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

Crazy Month........March Madness??

Well it has been awhile since I sat down to empty the NOGGIN.
The weather is getting milder and the desire to get outside and get the garden in tip top shape is there every time I open the blinds and look out into the back yard.

I keep putting off painting and what not, but I did have a litter of dogs to sell, and between phone calls and feeding and cleaning them, I just didn't feel the motivation.

Only a couple more months until Summer Vacation for Marjke and she already has a couple things in mind that she wants to do while out for the summer.

With soo much on my plate, I think I am going to devise a 'blue print' to get me on track and to help me re-focus when I need it.

Judah is talking more and more each day and he is just soo curious about everything.

I need to get him motivated more about potty training too, but as of right now when you put under pants on him he freaks out. I can see this is going to be a challenge, but not one to put off for to much longer and not one to screw up either.

OK
little guys is acting all silly and it's lunch time better run.

Ciao Bella!
~Michaela

Sunday, March 15, 2009

Heaven is on the way......

Letting the Cables Sleep
[Bush -lyrics]
Just so happens I do have this in the play list above, just click and listen now, it's ok. :o)

You in the dark
You in the pain
You on the run
Living a hell
Living your ghost
Living your end
Never seem to get in the place that I belong
Don't wanna lose the time
Lose the time to come

Whatever you say its alright
Whatever you do its all good
Whatever you say its alright
Silence is not the way
We need to talk about it
If heaven is on the way
If heaven is on the way

You in the sea
On a decline
Breaking the waves
Watching the lights go down
Letting the cables sleep

Whatever you say its alright
Whatever you do its all good
Whatever you say its alright
Silence is not the way
We need to talk about it
If heaven is on the way
Well wrap the world around it
If heaven is on the way
If heaven is on the way

Im a stranger in this town
Im a stranger in this town

If heaven is on the way
If heaven is on the way
Im a stranger in this town
Im a stranger in this town

I was watching some old episodes of Charmed and heard the song, looked up the lyrics and....well, enjoy the song.

~Breeze

Monday, March 9, 2009

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Thursday, March 5, 2009

Home with Kids [sick and well]


Thursday March 5th 2009

I suppose there are better ways for some people to spend their day besides with their sick children right?

Well short of locking them in a closet after a shot of Tylenol or antibiotics and looking in on them in 8 hours, what else are you supposed to do?

I enjoy when the kids are home with me; I mean Jude's always with me anyway as he isn't even pre-school material right now.

2 years old and Momma's baby is staying with me until such time I decide to leave the house again, and I don't see that happening right now.

The 'pre-school' programs around town here IMHO are just folks in a building over-charging for babysitting services. They have kids coming and going all day and that isn't pre-school to me.

Now when Jasmine was 3 we put her in the Bear Cub Academy at the elementary school in Gibsonburg and it was great. It did cost us $100 bucks a month for 3 days and her second year was actually just a repeat of the first. Go figure! I won't be doing that again.

-So both kids are here, and if your kids are anything like mine, unless they have the flu, it doesn't matter how sick they are, they are running around.

Of course they would love to be playing 'Rock Band' or any other PS3 game I would let them, or even better they would love to be outside tearing it up. NOT TODAY KIDS!

We told our 7 yr old, no running and jumping, just chill and let your body get better this time. She has been working this one out of her system for just over a week and I think it's the last bit just about gone.

She has ice skating next week also, so we told her get better this weekend and be ready for a nice field trip where you are well.

She's chilling right now, maybe watching Mary Poppins still, and my little man is jumping on my bed of course, so I better get him to lie down for his morning nap.

If he waits for afternoon and gets tied up playing and running, he is a bear come 8:00 p.m. when it's time to settle down.

I'm gonna be logging on to parentsconnect.com and checking out about their sleep suggestions for kids and all, so maybe I will post about the later.


But when it comes to children sick or not, my children, I love having them around.
They are fiercely independent with a healthy dose of 'kiss my as*', but we created that and I love them attitude and all.

Sooooooooo, I will be checking my Twitter, Facebook and MySpace accounts off and on today; and in the mean time setting up my local rag ad for puppies I have to sell this week.

Hope Life is treating you and your loved ones good and you find a scripture or quote to meditate on today.

Here is one I found on Twitter. User Credit: Yehudaburg

"Daily Thought: 'Hold your tongue & resist the compulsion 2 talk. Instead be a strong shoulder, an open ear, & a warm heart."


~~~~ ~~~ ~~~



Here's one of my own.....

"Instead of carrying burdens on your shoulders, carry dreams in your heart" -Breeze

Wednesday, March 4, 2009

Winter -Not just another season


Wednesday March 4, 2009

Winter isn't just another season, the age old complaints about cold and ice, blah blah blah.

It truly is a time when everyone; nature included, gets to rest, rejuvenate and get ready for another year. Another year, another season, and then it all starts over again.

I mean it's like burning the candle from both ends -ALL the time, you need a break eventually.

I get cabin fever, winter blues, and that general feeling of being boxed in and alone when I don't keep busy. Then I let myself start complaining about the cold, etc. and I need to change my view and thoughts and 'GO POSITIVE'.

I mean I always feel better when I start to layout and plan the next season of things to do and it helps the day to day doldrums pass by.


I was on FB today and a friend from school had an update that she was looking at Jamaican vacations [for this year?]. Now what better way to stop thinking winter and start planning for good things than that?!

Now I know I'm not going to another country this year anyway, but I do have a vacation or two to plan for; and who knows I might actually start digging up some good deals now.
Disney? -I dunno?! Six Flags -Hmmm? That cool Ice Cream Factory Tour -It's close anyway.
Well, the choices are endless and I will be focusing on that more in the upcoming weeks.

I do have a project or two that's been on the back burner, but this weekend I am taking the little one [she's 7 already] out to start shopping for paint colors for her bedroom make-over. She's excited and it gets her something to plan for as well.

I am sure I will post pictures from the whole ordeal, before and after and the goofing and messes for all to see.

Hope your week is off to a good start and your days are brighter!

Until another line is blogged!
Ciao,
Michelle

Friday, February 27, 2009

U.K. Office Installs Giant Slide to Shoot Workers Down Three Floors

Thursday February 25th 2009

A British office building has installed a giant slide to whisk employees from the third floor to the first in just seven seconds, the Daily Mail reported.

A company called Electric Works in Sheffield, England, built the spiral slide inside an office complex to draw in companies attracted to the unique design.

The first businesses move in next week and their workers will have exclusive use of the new three-story joyride.

Toby Hyam, who helped design Electric Works, told the Mail the slide was a "statement about risk-taking."

"We know that it will be a novelty at first, and we don't know whether it will that novelty will wear off," he told the Mail. "But if you are having a meeting with a client and people are whizzing past, it will be memorable."

Source: http://www.foxnews.com/story/0,2933,500986,00.html


Britain's first indoor office helter skelter sees staff slide down three floors in just seven seconds
By Chris Brooke
Last updated at 9:04 PM on 26th February 2009


The economy may be on a downward spiral.

But designers of a new office development have come up with a novel way of lifting morale during the downturn.

They have installed a see-through helter-skelter to take staff from the third to the ground floor reception area in an exhilarating seven seconds.


Going down? The new Electric Works in Sheffield with the UK's first office helter skelter for workers

Catering for media-related businesses, the Electric Works office complex in Sheffield opens on Monday, complete with the novel descent.

Made of steel and plastic, it is 87ft long with a 40ft drop.

It will inevitably give the health and safety police palpitations, but that's all for the better according to designer Toby Hyam, who says it is intended as a 'statement about risk-taking'.


Business with pleasure: Building managers insist the slide is not a gimmick, but a way of making the block unique

He said: 'We have put quite a lot of thought into what this is all about and we wanted to make a big effort to make this place special. We won't be putting another helter skelter in anywhere else.

'We know that it will be a novelty at first, and we don't know whether it will wear off, but if you are having a meeting with a client and people are whizzing past, it will be memorable.'

Office manager Deborah Walsh said: 'I think the helter-skelter is a brilliant idea and we will constantly have people moving in and moving out, so there will always be somebody new to try it.'

For the less adventurous, the options of using the stairs or a lift remain.


Thrills: Deborah Walsh, centre manager, tries out the slide

The project is the result of a public private partnership between landowner Yorkshire Forward, developers Scarborough Development Group and Sheffield Council which has bought the building.

It stands on land between the city's railway and bus stations and is aimed at people working in the creative industries and media, from freelancers who work alone to companies of up to 75 people.

The centre of the building will be known as the 'club area' and will be available on a subscription basis costing £50 a month. For this, members will get access to all communal areas and meeting spaces.


The centre of the building will be known as the 'club area' and will be available on a subscription basis costing £50 a month

Other services, such as the hire of lockers which include mobile phone and laptop chargers, the provision of a business address and a reception service, will also be available at an extra charge.

A conference room, which seats 150 people in a theatre-style environment, is also available, and offices on the upper floors of the building are up for rent with prices starting at £16,000 a year.

The building will be run by Mr Hyam's company Creative Space Management which also runs Round Foundry media centre in Leeds and is working on several other Yorkshire projects.

More Bank Bonuses? Nah, this guy did it right.

Bank pays lavish bonuses to ... all employees
Miami businessman mentioned in Obama speech split $60 million 471 ways







Image: Leonard Abess
For his generosity and humility, Leonard Abess Jr. was singled out for praise by President Barack Obama in his congressional address Tuesday. Abess attended as Obama's guest.

Associated Press updated 7:22 p.m. ET, Wed., Feb. 25, 2009

MIAMI - At a time when bankers are being pilloried on Capitol Hill as heartless and greedy, Leonard Abess Jr. stands apart.

After selling his bank for a fortune last fall, he quietly handed out $60 million in bonuses from his own pocket — and not just to top executives. In all, 471 employees and retirees, including tellers, clerks and secretaries, were rewarded, receiving an average of about $127,000 each.

"I think everybody was surprised. But knowing Leonard, the type of person he is, I can believe him giving it away," said retiree William Perry, who spent 43 years at City National Bank of Florida, rising from janitor to vice president. Perry, 78, got $50,000, which he is using to help his son pay for law school.

For his generosity and humility, Abess was singled out for praise by President Barack Obama in his congressional address Tuesday. Abess attended as Obama's guest.

"He's a brilliant banker, which I think is obvious because of how well the bank has done all these years. And, obviously, a very generous man," said Ginger Nunn, a managing senior vice president. "He can not only set an example for other bankers but for any businessperson."

Abess, 60, did not return several calls for comment Wednesday. He never wanted to make a big deal out of his largesse; he didn't even show up at the bank when the envelopes were distributed in November. It wasn't until he mentioned the bonuses in a recent interview with The Miami Herald that they became publicly known.

Abess' father founded the bank in 1946 and he began his career in the print shop, working his way up the corporate ladder. His family sold the bank in the early 1980s to an investment group, which in turn sold it to a Colombian coffee magnate. When the magnate was convicted of fraud, Abess bought a majority stake out of bankruptcy in 1985 for $21 million, all of it borrowed, and then acquired the rest for $6 million.

The bank, under his ownership, grew from $400 million in assets and seven offices to $2.75 billion in assets and 18 offices.

While other bank CEOs passed out million-dollar bonuses to their cronies as their institutions failed, Abess kept City National profitable and received no money from the federal bank bailout. When he sold an 83 percent stake to a Spanish bank for $927 million, he decided to share the bounty with his 399 employees and 72 retirees.

"Those people who joined me and stayed with me at the bank with no promise of equity, I always thought someday I'm going to surprise them," he told the Herald. "I sure as heck don't need" the money.

But others persuaded him that dropping such large checks on the employees without warning wasn't a good idea.

Abess, who remains the bank's chairman and chief executive, made a video telling the employees a bonus would be coming with the sale and assuring them it wasn't severance. A vice president, Linda Naughton, contacted some retirees and told them they would be getting a letter from Abess and should "sit down before they opened it."

Joyce Andrews, who has spent 57 years at City National, including a stint working as a secretary for Abess' father, has known Abess since he was a toddler. On Tuesday night, the 75-year-old woman said, she was so proud she felt like his mother.

Andrews would not say how big her bonus was, but she said she invested it for her retirement.

"It's so unbelievable. I think it has to be the best feel-good story of the year. Don't you? When a man shares that much, $60 million. The fact that he could even do it or thought about it," she said. "There are people that get money that don't do a thing. It's theirs, you know? I think it was a wonderful thing."

Source: http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/29396039/

Sunday, February 15, 2009

Random Thoughts & Pictures - From My Life

Here is a cute gif I have used on occasion on myspace and what a great way to start sharing some of my pictures with you. Been married since January 1999, which mean we just passed our 10th wedding anniversary last month, Yeah for us!

Now with posting different pictures at both the left and right sides of the page I am going to be inserting random thoughts and blurbs in here to just keep the thoughts and pix and thoughts of pictures separate from the others.

My kids love Veggie Tales and here is a cute picture of the 2 main characters. Bob the tomato and Larry the cucumber! My little guy Jude just walked by the PC and started hooting about Bob & Larry! :o)
Makes ya smile that the little ones are happy and smiling.

So here we go again with that lovely space in between pictures that is filling up with words and spaces that mean nothing.
Does anyone remember the show from the 70's -"Smile you're on candid camera"?
I don't remember much, but I do remember the 'Gong Show', you had to do some trick or talent and hope not to get gonged off by the judge or judges before you were done. Sounds to me kinda like the 'America's Got Talent' show from this last decade.

This is my lovely niece Ashley, all of 17 and taken!
Her awesome boyfriend Stephen treated her to a wonderful Valentine's Day and she was treated like a queen. Check out her blog on imfreekinrad.blogspot.com

Way to go Stevie boy, hope you two keep making one another happy for a long time to come!
Nuff Said!
Now, I am thinking about how cold it has gotten this winter here in Ohio and the amount of snowfall and rain [in recent weeks the rain] we have been blessed with is pretty much a blessing. We had it soo dry last year the yard was always so dry to the point of cracking and I am hoping that the weather and the precipitation will just keep on keeping on from Spring right into Summer.

*Now is that a random thought or what?*

Pumpernickel Bread!
Also called Dark Rye, Dark Jewish Rye, etc. Awesome toasted, for turkey sandwiches, egg sandwiches and my Hubby's personal favorite Reuben's. I make my own sandwiches home-made, and everyone raves when they get them. I have this pic in my online photo album, so you got to hear my lovely rant all about....Waaah! :o)

So a random quote here might be nice. 'When life gives you lemons, make lemonade'.
My kids and hubby all love home-made lemonade and of course it's way to tart for Mr Breeze, so he gets almost double the sugar to stomach all the lemon juice. Hardly seems like a healthy drink but it is an alternative to soda and liquor, right? :o)
I could almost have posted a picture of ice cold lemonade in a tall glass here but what's the point I am using this thought to go between two pictures anyways! Oh Well.

Now these two boogers...or I should say this pic with these two things [M&M's and my Blackberry] were just to cute sitting on the table together, so I truly had to get a random shot of them and upload to share with everyone.
There is of course one M&M that is small and round, stamped with the signature M and made it thru inspection, so I had to get it in the picture.
Now the Blackberry is a piece of work,and while I have had PDA's the last few years, I never seen a reason to get one of these bad boys. Now I have my laptop at home and it serves me well, so with the PDA being my phone, why in the world would anyone need one of these? Well, I soon found out when our Verizon Wireless rep talked me into trying it for 30 days and if not satisfied I could it return for another style phone/pda.
Oh, well of course she knew I was going to fall head over heels for it, and that's exactly what happened. I am enjoying all the functions and features to the max and well, while there is more I could say here......why? Anyone who has one knows and anyone who doesn't will be bored to tears to hear me rant on and on, right?

This is a picture of 'My Girl', she is a beauty and she has been round the mill with us and we love her. I am sooooo glad that petrol prices have come down and I can now fill her up for around $40 instead of the dreaded $120 mark. We love to take family trips with her and the kids enjoy being able to watch DVD's while we are en-route, whether to the grocery store or out of town.
Hopefully she will be running healthy and strong until I decide and am able to get another one....maybe even paid off one day! haha :o)


This picture is a Kalahari Sunset and it is really beautiful. My husband is from South Africa and we still talk to a bunch of his friends and this is a picture we borrowed from Corne, Thanks Gurly!
I suppose if we ever stop having children, we can travel the 20 something hours to go across the ocean and visit his family and friends. But...until then we have to enjoy the lovely phodies from their photo albums and wait until the kids get old enough to where we feel comfortable traveling so far and and for so long with them.

Much Love and Affection to everyone who takes the time in life to share a piece of your life with others and to all my family and friends I will share this quote with you.

'Friendship with oneself is all-important, because without it one cannot be friends with anyone else in the world.'
Eleanor Roosevelt


Winding down for the day and thanks for reading more of my stuff.

Have a Wonderful Sunday, or what's left of it anyways.
Take Care,
~Breeze

My Weekend Experience Related to My Sink

This weekend has been soo busy with things, and yet it hadn't been busy in the full sense of the word and it's meaning.

Valentine's Day...spent chilling at home with husband and kids. Selling Dogs, collecting money and filing paperwork, not to bad.

Nursing my wounds from the fall on Monday...prayer and therapeutic exercise have really helped. Chatting with my sis and niece and catching up with some old friends.
Found out one of my girlfriends was diagnosed with breast cancer, and enjoyed some catch up time with her talking life and all.

Smiles and tears thinking about mom and the why's and the where's about death again.
Bills, budgeting, weather, work, pets, house work and goals and planning all came into play for me again this weekend. :o) I am so glad to be ‘normal’ in so many ways, even though others might argue that fact. *sticks out tongue*

I shall recall some of it here, as I feel the need to kind of empty my head, and many times when I do that it's like my own brainstorming session, and I get some new thoughts or ideas from seeing it written down.

First thing to talk about here in the forefront of my mind.
My brother, Jimmy; he is an exceptionally talented man who can do anything!
It makes me smile and sad at the same time to say that.
First because I am happy and proud for him and his abilities and also for his strong resolve to overcome barriers in his life, for this I am happy and smiling.
Second, I am saddened by my own statement, as this is something my mom always said about her 'Bozie'.
She always pushed him and encouraged him and in some ways she was his biggest cheerleader.
Funny, how I can take the time to blog feelings and thoughts about everything else lately, and I still haven’t gotten around to emptying out about my mom's death and how I feel about it all. I suppose it's a process and when the time is right it will just happen. But for now, I will get back on track to my brother Big J!

He came over to help my DH [Dear Hubby] change out the water heater last week, and for anyone who has changed out plumbing you know that it can ultimately lead to clogged lines and a drop in water pressure due to sediment passing through the lines and becoming lodged and clogging it all up.
Well, of course this is what happened in my lovely kitchen sink and while we did our best to clear out the sediment, it only got worse. Aaaaargh!
Low water pressure is better than no pressure and I didn’t seemed to get the clue until I had my bro unhook the water set up and leave it un-done until we got it cleared up.

& While this picture has nothing to do with my brother, he was doing plumbing work and this is the picture that came up when I googled and I liked it for my post.


Now this could have happened in a number of ways….the clearing up part that is.
1. We get a new sink set-up, setting us back $250-$400 *Uh Yeah Right Whatever!*
2. We magically find the block, blow out the sediment, and all he has to do is hook it up.
3. We decipher magically [I think we are in dire need of magic here] what part is clogged.
4. We call the manufacturer and get them to send us the correct part that is clogged.
5. Ditch it all and go back to the old way of collecting rain water and washing things by hand out back in the yard in a bucket! *OOOOh Riiiigght!-Sarcasm and amusement all in one*
6. We hook it back up clogged and use it with slow pressure. This is what I should have done.
Now mind you I had gone many days without a kitchen sink and the use of water, and I thank God that I have a dish washer at least to get the dishes clean daily.
Soooooo, as I need to complete my thoughts on this, my brother really was a life saver.

He deciphered where the block was, and said we were screwed and these things always get trashed when the sediment comes rushing through like it did, and we should prolly go get another faucet set-up for my sink.


I went to the Hardware store, picked out a lovely sink for under $300 and was begrudgingly walking out when I asked the sales lady a question.
Do you have just the main faucet portion of these set-ups only for kitchen sinks, because that’s all I really need?
Now she smiled looked at me like, “Well lady, you’ve seen the display and NO we don’t only sell the faucet by itself, CAPISH??!!”
-But she continues on and tells me they do sell individual working parts to the mechanisms in the other isle if I know which model and all.

I frown.

She says the manufacturers do have limited lifetime warranties on their stuff if you know all that.

I FROWN bigger this time.

I go to the aisle, with my dad and we look at all the replacement parts. I start to feel some sunshine over me; I am feeling optimistic about the outcome as I see parts I recognize and think maybe I can spend only $20 instead of taking this $300 box home with me today.

Looooooonger story shorter, I tell DH, he goes online and finds a diagram, gets the part number, calls said Manufacturer (Moen) and they tell him they will replace it for nothing and send it to us.
DH tells them if they expedite the shipping he will pay the difference, $12!
YIPEEEE!! I feel like a child who met his hero and I am all warm and fuzzy at the thought of saving all that money!

My bro worked wonders, after hooking it up and going through 3 different scenarios as to why it was still not working, he got it.
I paid him the $20 I told him in the beginning and DH gave him the tool box he was eyeing and I think he was happy all around for the 3 times he had to come out to finally get it all worked out.

So many other things happened this weekend, but I will blog ‘em later!

Until the pen meets the paper again.
~Breeze

Friday, February 13, 2009

New Blog ~ Baking with Breeze

Hey All

I have started a New Blog called Baking with Breeze; because I do not feel my love for cooking/baking can be contained into one blog along side politics, sweet sentiments and what not.

Baking with Breeze

I won't go into too much detail here, just click on the photo above and stop in for a visit.

I do plan on adding a section for each course of meals and adding more recipes by category.

Hope your weekend is all you hope for and that you and yours enjoy Valentine's Day together.

See you on the main line!

~Breeze


Photobucket
This guy looks more like a yellow M&M than a Smiley!

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

Music Lovers ~ Search Engine for Lyrics and Videos



Here is a website to check out. It might be a reminder to some of you, but to others it is going to be a place to visit for fun now and again.
ENJOY & Have Fun,
~Breeze


A Search Engine for Music Lyrics and Videos
ChizMax is a specialized search engine for music lyrics and videos.

To find the lyrics for a track, enter a song name, artist, or a combination of the two to bring up a listing of tracks that are covered by the ChizMax search engine.

Each track has its own separate page with its full lyrics and a music video from YouTube if it's available. Thumbnail images from the video also add a splash of color to the otherwise spartan interface.

Of course, now that Yahoo has launched an officially licensed music lyrics service, user-transcribed lyrics sites are in danger of becoming irrelevant, but ChizMax has nicely integrated text and video into a lightweight page that music lovers who don't mind the occasional typo may prefer.


Enjoy!
~Breeze

Newsweek Cover: "We're All Socialists Now"

Posted by my DH on a forum, I am copying his post for you to see.
~Breeze


Newsweek, left wing hack magazine that it is, cannot contain itself by proclaiming that American's might as well get used to it because "We're all socialists now..."

source - http://www.newsweek.com/id/183663


So liberals of the world......are you lot going to come out of the closet finally and admit what we've known all along or are you going to continue to hid behind the b/s that Obama and the highway robbers that infest his cabinet, Senate and Congress aren't socialists?

Does it make you all warm and fuzzy inside to know that you've handed the Soviets the one thing they've been drooling over for the last 50 years?????

My deepest apologies to the Founding Fathers.....your Great Experiment is about to go down in flames......it's been one hell of a ride. -WAA

What is America's True Form of Government?

Some are able to bypass internet bans, but for how long?

Bypass Censorship:

Access Flickr in Iran, China, UAE, and Saudi Arabia Banned


Not everyone loves Flickr. The photo sharing site has recently been banned in China (reported earlier). This move follows similar censorship by the governments of Iran, UAE, and Saudi Arabia.

However, it turns out that they aren't being too sophisticated about the ban on Flickr. If you have Firefox, you can install an extension called Access Flickr that lets you bypass the filter.

To be technical, the extension substitutes some parameters in the HTTP header that the government firewalls haven't been programmed to recognize and block. There isn't any need for proxies or more exotic measures like VPNs.

What say all of you? Does anyone have anything to relate as to how and why this is going on?

I'm sure they [power monkeys] think they have legitimate reasons, and maybe in their little corner of the world it all makes sense; but to the rest of us....let's hope we never have to worry about that.

Just passing this along, as I have spoken with a few folks that are actually dealing with something similar to this in their daily lives.

Have a Good Night All.
~Breeze

source: http://www.digitalalchemy.tv/2007/06/censorship-access-flickr-in-iran-china.html

New Stimulus Bill - Helpful or Hurtful?


We need something soo very bad, and just when you think you can't and shouldn't be fighting the politicians soo much, they surprise you and show their true colors.

I mean I can only imagine the 'riders' going in on this bill and we will only begin to feel, see and know about it when it's too late.

I want something to believe in that is going to make a positive difference.

I suppose when you hear folks shouting -'Look at all the spending', you realize that I guess you need to spend to save things, but man we're talking in the trillions of dollars, that's a whole lot of money. Once it's spent, it's spent people.

*Shakes head*

Lord only knows how many pages and paragraphs make up this bill, and for the little people like us to go through it and be able to make head or tail or legal jargon come on.

I've heard a few things they have been trying to push through with it and my mind is boggled by the way they force feed us by hiding these things that are supposed to be for our own good?!!

I mean they want to spend millions on contraception, limit and control what types of building can and cannot be built on university property based on religion and belief?

Maybe I don't have all the facts straight just yet but I will.

I am going to be looking more in depth into all that I can; and may remark more on specifics as I rummage through it all.

Hate to argue but wow the whole world is going to come crashing down and the greed is impossible and may not allow it to work.

Socialism - Big Government - Universal Health Care - Diminishing Rights - Crashing Economies - Similar News from ALL over the Globe

Are we as American citizens ready to let our country and all we have stood for, fought for, dreamed and believed in go? -& then trade it in for something we have only read in books about other countries and never thought through for our lives?

I don't know if I am ready to let go of all the things I hold near and dear to my heart, as to what I think this country is and what I WANT it to be.

All my hopes for the future for my kids I pray do not get replaced with fears.

I hope it's not going to take too many years to fix, so they never get to enjoy this wonderful land and all it has stood for.

Not matter where others may find themselves I am seriously thinking this might be a mistake we can do nothing about.

Are there just too many of the people in power that are for this?
Ask yourselves what can be done once it's in place if it is shown to be a mistake?




Frustrated in The States,
~Breeze

Sunday, February 8, 2009

Saturday Night


Wings - Steak Fries - Coleslaw -We out-did ourselves once again!

Beer - Punch - Soda

Good Conversation -Sharing Stories

Goofy Kids [Actually getting along]

Scattegories [some of the players were drinking too!]

Cheesecake [topped w/Strawberries]

There was even music.....at least I think there was at some point.

Kids Getting Along even as the night went on......this is soo important to a night that runs long; ask any parent trying to focus on something besides the kid(s) and they'll tell you so.


It seemed like no matter what we did yesterday it was turning into a pretty phenomenal evening.

While it did get loud and everyone starting getting a little obnoxious, it wasn't anything we couldn't handle.

Somehow though I did end up with a bit of a headache at about midnight thirty when I went to bed [& no I wasn't drinking] and I think it was more of the obvious atmosphere of silliness for soo many hours than anything else.

Then again when I woke up it sure did feel like the crazy hung over feeling.....I am beginning to think it was an osmosis kind of connection between dear hubby and I.

Yes he did have a few beers last night and besides the loud snoring coming from the room when I followed him upstairs [30 minutes later] to go to bed; he woke up in tip-top shape today * and I was like -NO FAIR!!

He did get called into work this morning, so it will be 8 nice hours of overtime for the start of next week already. Since he welds for the railroad he doesn't mind so much getting called out for overtime. Now make it slugging in a sewer somewhere...well, then he might bitch a bit about it but I am sure for the pay he would go either way.

Soooooo back to last night, as I ramble all over the globe about stuff and then make a feeble attempt to put some coherency to it all. HAHA

Ash was over from Friday night, she stayed after we went out for Coffee at Panera and shopped until Target closed.

Yesterday was a hang out kind of day, we made some sugar cookies, which I will post the recipe for.....they were very much like a butter cookie or a shortbread cookie that melt in your mouth when you take a bite. I suppose had I left them in there maybe 2 minutes less [I do have more dough too] they may have been a bit chewy.
I will try that out with a batch today, before I make some muffins with my SD starter.
I also made some Choco Chip Cinnamon Scones yesterday morn, as my sweet brother came over to help Big T change out the hot water tank and I thought it would be nice and it sounded good. I haven't really baked at all this winter and I just think that I hadn't felt like doing much of that since mom passed away. It was quite nice and I even got some good shots of the dough and finished product to share on here later.

Back to last night my sister Maggie and her hubby Big D came over with their 2 little ones, as their oldest was already here from the night before.

Ashley's boyfriend Stephen stopped by as well and hung out with us all and even stayed a little longer than planned.

I am pretty sure we all enjoyed the game a bit too much and maybe with less noise we will enjoy it again sometime.

Since we have had PC's and Laptops and PDA's it seems like whenever people come over it soooo impersonal and I thought if we bought a game or two a month and started playing them, we might enjoy our time shared together a bit more.

Over All the verdict in -I think we had a pretty damn good night.

May all your gatherings and parties be as sweet and memorable and all you want them to be. Make the best of the time you have with those you love and remember....

'Life is like a box of chocolates; you never know what you're gonna get' ['til you eat it'....I always say]


The weather is gonna be beautiful this next week and I hope Punxatawny Phil the best at his new job as I hope we have SPRING right around the corner!!

Much Love and Affection.
~Breeze

Friday, February 6, 2009

Love ~ Is there only one definition of it?


Hardly!


Love is soo many things to just one person.
And soo much more to many, make sense?
Read on.

What lies behind us, and what lies before us are tiny matters compared to what lies within us.
~ by Ralph Waldo Emerson ~


You love/ I Love.....
Your parents
Your siblings
Your Pet
Your favorite socks/jeans/hoodie......you get the picture
Your mom's pasta salad, chocolate chip cookies, her meatloaf
Your boyfriend, girlfriend
Your bestie/BFF
Your job
Your kids
Your hubby/wife

Shopping
Reading
Going to the beach


All you need is love,........Love is all you need.
~ The Beatles ~

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If Anyone has got anymore to add, please feel free!
Leave a pic to go with your comment if you can.
More thoughts on Love, pictures, stories; we would love to share them with you.




How do you spell love?... when you reach the point where the happiness, security, and development of another person is as much of a driving force to you as your own happiness, security, and development, then you have a mature love. True love is spelled G-I-V-E. It is not based on what you can get, but rooted in what you can give to the other person.
--Josh McDowell


Cheers,
~Breeze
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Thursday, February 5, 2009

Bible Facts

Bible Facts – The Books of the Bible
The Old Testament has 17 Historical, 5 Poetical, and 17 Prophetic books in it.

* The 17 Historical Books are: Genesis, Exodus, Leviticus, Numbers, Deuteronomy, Joshua, Judges, Ruth, 1 Samuel, 2 Samuel, 1 Kings, 2 Kings, 1 Chronicles, 2 Chronicles, Ezra, Nehemiah, and Esther.
* The 5 Poetical Books are: Job, Psalms, Proverbs, Ecclesiastes, and Song of Solomon,
* The 17 Prophetic Books are: Isaiah, Jeremiah, Lamentations, Ezekiel, Daniel, Hosea, Joel, Amos, Obadiah, Jonah, Micah, Nahum, Habakkuk, Zephaniah, Haggai, Zechariah, and Malachi.

The New Testament has 4 Gospels, Acts, 21 Epistles, and Revelation in it.

* The 4 Gospels are: Matthew, Mark, Luke, and John,
* The 21 Epistles are: Romans, 1 Corinthians, 2 Corinthians, Galatians, Ephesians, Philippians, Colossians, 1 Thessalonians, 2 Thessalonians, 1 Timothy, 2 Timothy, Titus, Philemon, Hebrews, James, 1 Peter, 2 Peter, 1 John, 2 John, 3 John, and Jude.

Bible Facts – Miscellaneous Facts
The Bible contains 1189 chapters.
The Old Testament has 929 chapters and the New Testament has 260 chapters.
The longest chapter in the Bible is Psalm 119, and the shortest is Psalm 117.
The longest verse is Esther 8:9, and the shortest is John 11:35.

The Bible was written:

* over a 1500 year span (from 1400 B.C to A.D. 100)
* over 40 generations
* over 40 authors from many walks of life (i.e. - kings, peasants, philosophers, fishermen, poets, statesmen, scholars)
* in different places (i.e. - wilderness, dungeon, palaces)
* at different times (i.e. - war, peace)
* in different moods (i.e. - heights of joy, depths of despair)
* on three continents (Asia, Africa, and Europe)
* in three languages (Hebrew, Aramaic, and Greek)

Bible Facts – Miscellaneous Facts
Various passages which speak of Jesus Christ as God – John 1:1, John 20:28, Romans 9:5, Philippians 2:11, and Colossians 1:16.

Various passages which speak of Jesus Christ's humanity – John 1:14, Luke 2:7, Luke 2:40, Luke 8:23, John 4:6 and Hebrews 4:15.

Types of biblical prayers:

* Confession (Psalm 51; Luke 18:10-24)
* Praise (1 Chronicles 29:10-13; Luke 1:46-55)
* Thanksgiving (Psalm 105:1-7; 1 Thessalonians 5:16-18)
* Petition (Genesis 24:12-14; Acts 1:24-26)
* Intercession (Exodus 32:11-13; Philippians 1:9-11)
* Commitment (1 Kings 8:56-61; Acts 4:24-30)
* Forgiveness (Daniel 9:4-19; Acts 7:60)
* Confidence (Psalm 23; Luke 2:29-32)
* Benediction (Numbers 6:24-26; Jude 24)

Sourdough Starter


I am going to be using my starter for some pretty awesome looking recipes I found online, as well as some of the Breaking Bread with Father Dominic books I have.

I intend on posting recipes that I make with the starter, and pics when I make them. Everyone in my family loves fresh baked bread and the smell is just the icing on the cake [besides eating] for me.


Here is the recipe for the starter itself, I personally made the one with Yeast, as I don't have the ability to leave the wild yeast starter on a window sill to feed itself, as it is middle of winter in Ohio. I used my crock pot insert without the glass lid, I covered with cheese cloth.

Below, a yeast starter and a starter without added yeast.


Ingredients:

* Yeast Starter:
* 1 pkg. active dry yeast
* 1/2 cup warm water
* 2 cups warm water
* 2 cups all purpose flour
* 1 tbs. granulated sugar or honey

Preparation:

Sprinkle the yeast over the first amount of warm water and sugar, stir and let set 10 mins. Add second amount of warm water and flour, beat until smooth, cover with a cheesecloth and let set in a warm place for several days ,stirring several times per day. When ready the starter should have a sour smell with small bubbles gently rising to the surface. The whole precess will take from 5 to 10 days depending to some extent on the time of year. Place in a jar and refrigerate.

TO REPLENISH
For each cup of starter used, add 3/4 cup of warm water , 3/4 cup of flour , 1 tsp. of sugar or honey and stir well. Cover loosely and allow to set at room temp. for AT LEAST one day. Refrigerate.

FEEDING: If starter is not used regularly stir in a tsp. of honey or sugar about every 10 days.



Non Yeast (Wild Yeast)

* 2 cups whole milk
* 2 cups flour

Let the milk set in a warm place such as sunny window uncovered to sour. Add the sour milk to the flour (instant potato flakes can be used) preferably in a crock or clay bowl. It is OK to mix the fresh milk and flour but it might take a day or so longer to get a good starter. Cover with cheesecloth and let stand in a warm place stirring occasionally and the rest is similar to the yeast type.

To replenish, add 1 cup of milk and one cup of flour, cover with cloth and let stand until bubbly. Refrigerate if not to be used for some time.

A bit of honey can be added to "feed" it and give a slightly less sour starter but it really is not required for the effectiveness if the starter.

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Hope everyone is staying warm and enjoying life to it's fullest.
So go get a nice hot cup of tea, cuddle up with a good book and pamper yourself for an hour, you'll thank yourself!

The future belongs to those who believe in the beauty of their dreams.
-Eleanor Roosevelt

Cheers,
~Breeze

The Invisible Shelf











Way Cool!

Quote of the Day ~ Thursday February 5th 2009 ~ Motivational


Motivational Quote for today is:

'Go confidently in the direction of your dreams. Live the life you have imagined.'

-Henry David Thoreau

Wednesday, February 4, 2009

The Ovitz Family ~ Nazi Experiments


Now I will start off by saying I was looking for something of a light-hearted nature when I ran into this.

I have never read this before and neither do I have any connection to it, other than I was flabbergasted and thought to share while it was in front of me.


Not more to be said on this subject....please feel free to comment.

Ciao!
~Breeze


The Ovitz Family




Of all the trials and tribulations endured by those born unique, few equal the horrors chronicled by Elizabeth Ovitz as she and her siblings were tortured and experimented upon by the infamous Nazi “Angel of Death” Josef Mengele.

The Ovitz family were Transylvanian Jews. Their patriarch, Shimshon Isaac Ovitz, was a respected Rabbi and dwarf. The majority of his children, Elizabeth included, inherited his pseudoachondroplasia dwarfism and upon his sudden death his widow reasoned that the seven stunted Ovitz siblings could secure a financially sound career as a traveling music troupe. In relatively short order, the siblings formed the ‘Jazz Band of Lilliput’ and began touring Central Europe.

By 1942, despite the unstable status of Central Europe of the march of the Nazi army, the Ovitz family managed to continue touring by concealing their Jewish identities. Elizabeth was able to marry in May of that same year to a young theatre manager named Yoshko Moskovitz. The couple was forced to split just ten days after their marriage when Yoshko was drafted into a labour battalion. For another two years, the Ovitz family continued to tour, unfortunately they were in Hungary in March of 1944 when German troops occupied the country. On May 17 the Ovitz family was captured, loaded into a boxcar and sent off to Auschwitz.

Elizabeth recalled the first time she set eyes on Dr. Mengele as he stood on the platform dividing the new arrivals into those to be executed immediately and those who were to suffer the camp incarceration. Mengele was a deceptively handsome man and his eyes lit up when he saw the tiny Ovitz family. Mengele had previously tortured, experimented upon and dissected dozens of twin siblings for no reason other than to document the similarities of their internal organs and in the Ovitz family Mengele saw the ultimate test subjects. In fact, Elizabeth quoted Mengele as enthusiastically declaring: ‘Now I will have work for the next twenty years; now science will have an interesting subject to consider.’

At Auschwitz Elizabeth and her family were segregated and subjected to all manner of frenetic experimentation. As Elizabeth would write:

‘The most frightful experiments of all were the gynaecological experiments. They tied us to the table and the systematic torture began. They injected things into our uterus, extracted blood, dug into us, pierced us and removed samples. It is impossible to put into words the intolerable pain that we suffered, which continued for many days after the experiments ceased.’

The gynaecological experimentation was so severe that even the doctors assisting the procedures eventually refused to continue out of pity, whilst citing the very real possibility that the family would not be able to survive further invasive procedure. Mengele relented as he did not want to risk the lives of his favourite lab rats. Instead, he concocted and implemented new sadistic experiments.

‘They extracted fluid from our spinal. The hair extraction began again and when we were ready to collapse, they began painful tests on the brain, nose, mouth, and hand region. All stages were fully documented with illustrations. It may be noted, ironically, that we were among the only ones in the world whose torture was premeditated and ‘scientifically’ documented for the sake of future generations.”

In addition, Mengele’s physicians also painfully extracted bone marrow and pulled out teeth to find signs of hereditary disease and blinded members of the family with chemical drops.

Not content to keep his prized subject hidden within the confines of his laboratory, Mengele displayed the Ovitz family, striped nude, to groups of senior Nazis while lecturing on their inferior genetics. He also created a film for Adolf Hitler’s amusement staring the Ovitz family. The Ovitz family sang German songs when ordered to do so out of terror. Shortly before the request they had witnessed two newcomer dwarfs being killed and boiled so their bones could be exhibited in a Nazi museum.

All told, the Ovitz family endured seven month under the torturous hand of Mengele.

Auschwitz was liberated on January 27, 1945. Elizabeth and her family were rescued by Soviet troops from what was likely certain death. Just two days previous to the liberation, Mengele approached Elizabeth with a collection of glass eyes and attempted to match her shade.

During the following four years the family toured the wreckage of Eastern and Central Europe. They choreographed and performed a new routine in remembrance of their experience. Each night Elizabeth, partnered by one of her brothers, would dance the part of Life to his Death in what they called the Totentanz.

In 1949 the family emigrated to Israel and Elizabeth died in Haifa in 1992.

Josef Mengele was never captured or tried for his crimes. He died on a beach in Brazil in 1979.

ACKNOWLEDGMENTS

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Mystical Power or Shit happens ~Again & Again and Again?



OK. So, I truly have some questions that are coming from concern & doubt, and I suppose some excitement as well.

I have been experiencing something of an unexplainable nature in my life in the past few years and I am baffled at the frequency, timing and the out-right instability of whatever it is.

I wish somehow, someway there was a way to harness this ability and wield it for good, but at this exact moment, I think I am even really having a hard time verbalizing exactly what it is that I am talking about, let alone trying to control it.

I always like things organized, on one list or another to be crossed off when dealt with and well I am sure gonna put this one on my list of things to conquer!

This thing I am speaking of happens to be experiences happening to me or my loved ones once we talk about something or someone.

I suppose the best way to explain is to share an example or two about it.

I mean it is something that goes from the seemingly unimportant and small up to things of detriment.

I can't put my finger on it; I mean do I say it is a 'GIFT'........I don't know if I would go that far!?

OK------>So, 1st time, my sister and I are chatting on the phone about fears, and lo and behold something along those same lines happens to someone in the family within days of talking about it. -That was over 4 Years Ago.

Another example, but this time more specific, -my dad and I are chatting it up at lunch the other day with my hubby and kids; and he mentions/questions as to what happens when there is a boiling order issued in town here and who does what and how?? I dunno, I tell him, I think about how I should call the city and all, then of course, just like everything else it gets in the back of my mind and never gets done.

-Then today, [about 4 days later] -when I got back from lunch again with dad and my family, [not mentioned again about H20 today] sure as s--t if there wasn't a boiling notice handed out on my street sitting right on my front door.

It was my street affected in town here from a water main break today, and all this happened while we were out today, and the last thing we did was to go to lunch with my dad again.

Now I guess the more I think about this, the more I want to scrutinize; I mean is this something that happens to everyone most the time, or some people all the time or non of the above.

I mean if this just happened to me once or twice I would say fine, but geez it seems like THIS is becoming more frequent and more in my face.

Also, I just remembered that on Super Bowl Sunday, my brother-in-law goes to get some beer with the awesome wings my husband was making for munching; and he was taking forever.....never mind my sister says it is always that way when he goes out.

But I happened to make a comment to my dad, (Sheesh is always seems to happen so far in my memory when sis and/or dad are there) and said what did he do go to Puerto-Rico or Jamaica to get the stuff, and he walks in the door with a case of Jamaican Lager.

Now this in itself is a miracle all on it's own in that Big D is one of the biggest tight-wads I know...in the best way too.

So when he walks in with a different brew from his usual Bud Light/Cheap beer I am floored. My dad was all agape at the mouth and was like 'That's just too weird girl!'

So as I sit here, up past my usual bed-time and think about a few other times when these oddities have happened, I am reminded of my dear hubby's [Big T] words when this happens to the two of us....'Go out and get a Lotto ticket or summin!'

I dunno it's like I remember things from more than ten years ago that were peculiar and I suppose I could chalk this up to the same thing, just then I hadn't nearly racked up as many of them as I have now and care to remember I guess.

Well, before I go and proclaim anything I should just publish and be off with this.

Baffled yet Determined.

Until Another Line is Blogged.....
~Breeze

Tuesday, February 3, 2009

Politics




Well, so much to say on this topic and yet too much has been said on it.

Obama has won and is the current President of the United States and I would have to say I have a few things on my mind.

I can say I hope there are people out there praying for this man, as he has inherited soo much and has one hell of a load to carry these next 4 years.

The world is splitting at the seams and the USA itself is hurting soo bad and the people in it are barely hanging on.

The ones who were and are struggling to hold onto a middle-class status; are being ripped to shreds day after day.

And man, I have personally seen soo many hit rock bottom, and I am soo emotional about it all; and yet what can I do about any one of them?

All I can do is pray for them, as there is only so much we can do as people and then we have to give it over to God....or at least I do.



I'm not saying I agree with anything or much of what Obama and his administration believes in and said, as they are politician and they say and do what they have to in order to stay where they were put.

I had been reading an older book about presidents and weird and wonderful facts about each one and it seems that there is nothing new about special interest groups or unions or any particular ethnic group that hasn't been there for generations.

There was soo much drama during election campaigns; [of course this is usual protocol] and I for one am happy with myself for not getting caught up into the retoric and what not.

I was told by my father more than once that if you want to stay away from arguments in any size group of people, never talk politics or religion. I never did until 10 years ago. I got married to a very opinionated and out-spoken man and he doesn't sit on the sideline of anything for anyone. He is determined and passionate and who am I to stand in his way. But then I digress....

I suppose that talk show hosts and hostesses have a job to do; and well with people tuning into them for entertainment and information, they get what they tune into.
I always understood that at anytime you are not happy with what they dish out send them a letter, email or just stop watching. TV and Cable and syndicated talk shows all have an agenda and if they are going to stay employed they are going to follow the rules that they signed on for.









As much as I don't talk politics, I am also at an age where with 2 kids and looking the future square on, who can't talk it now and again.

Well, I have a ton of other projects I need to work on, so I best scoot now while the gettings good.

Soooooo, as they say ~ "Talk is cheap, except when Congress does it".

Until Another Line is Blogged........

~Breeze

Thursday, January 29, 2009

Recipe ~ Coffee Milk ~ Drink



Simple & Delicious!

4 ounces of Coffee Syrup to 8-10 ounces of Ice Cold Milk

CoFfeE SyRuP

If you are not lucky enough to be in a region where you can get hold of this liquid gold, you can make you own pretty quickly.....and economically I might add.

It is made by taking equal parts strong coffee to sugar, I use white sugar myself.

3 cups of strong coffee to 3 cups sugar; 5 cups of strong coffee to 5 cups sugar.......you get the picture. :o)

Bring sugar and coffee to a boil, simmer for 5 minutes, then let cool.

Add to Cold Milk & Enjoy! *

I am certain you can get creative by adding ice, pop in a blender and come up with a frozen drink like your local Starbuck*ets for much less, so have fun with it.

**Also, I think if you add some other flavors to jazz up this already great drink you might surprise yourself.

Flavors to try that come to my mind right away are a couple drops of liquid hazelnut, amaretto, vanilla, cinnamon essence or any other flavor you like.
Maybe try a dash or two of your favorite spices such as cloves, cinnamon, etc to make your own version of it.

Let me know if you try it out and tell me what you think.

Below is some history on the syrup/drink that I pulled from Wikipedia.

-Happy Reading!

~Breeze




History-
Coffee milk was introduced to Rhode Island sometime in the early 1930s. It came about from creative diner and drugstore operators trying to attract new customers with creative drinks. One of these operators, who is lost to history, sweetened leftover coffee grounds with milk and sugar. This created a molasses-like extract that became popular. Coffee milk became a favorite among Rhode Islanders and created a demand for this coffee syrup. The demand was so great, that in 1993, it beat out Del's Lemonade as the official drink of Rhode Island.[2]

Availability-
In southeastern parts of the U.S. region of New England, it can be found in the dairy case of stores right next to other flavored milks such as chocolate and strawberry, and is often found on the beverage menus of diners throughout the state.

One such diner, Friendly's, actually offers free refills on coffee milk. This is very surprising since it is not as inexpensive to produce as most drinks that are granted free refills.

The drink is difficult to find outside of the New England region, however, and travelers requesting it are often mistakenly served coffee with milk. One well-known brand of coffee syrup is "Autocrat". The Autocrat company, which also produces the Eclipse and Coffeetime brands, is based in Lincoln, Rhode Island. It is the official state drink of Rhode Island and a favorite tradition among many Rhode Islanders

Timeline-
* 1930s- Coffee milk was introduced to Rhode Island.
* 1932 - The Silmo Packing Company of New Bedford, Massachusetts, began marketing a more refined version called "coffee syrup", under the Silmo name.
* 1938 - Eclipse of Warwick began marketing a more refined version of what was being made and called it "coffee syrup." Their slogan was, "You'll smack your lips if it's Eclipse."
* 1940s- Autocrat of Lincoln begin making their own mixture of corn syrup and coffee extract. Autocrat's slogan is "A swallow will tell you."
* 1991 - Both companies, Autocrat and Eclipse, used to vie for the coffee syrup business. Their rivalry ended in 1991, when Autocrat bought the Eclipse brand name and secret formula. Both labels are now produced by Autocrat and are available in stores.
* 1993 - After much political debate the Rhode Island State Legislature proclaimed Coffee Milk as "The Official State Drink of Rhode Island" on July 29, 1993. The Providence Journal-Bulletin newspaper covered the story.

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